Kelz76's Journal

Hello world.. today i discovered this website.. I am not much for journaling but I really hope that being here might help me.. and maybe expressing how I am feeling here will help me develop some perspective on my life..

So where to start. Today I woke up, got dressed and went to work.. just like I do every day.. Just like I always have.. and I cannot for the life of me figure out why I bother.. I try to care about the things I am supposed to.. paying bills.. eating right.. whatever the hell it is we are supposed to care about.. but honestly.. I just dont.. maybe I never have.. all I know is that the more time passes the more I realize, or feel.. that something is horribly wrong with me.. and the worst part is I don't really know what it is or why..

anyhow.. if you took the time to read this.. it was a pleasure to meet you.. and uh.. welcome to my world?

Kelz