Journal

i lost track about my goal to lose weight,  eat 2 chocolate dounats this week, plus, 1 kitcat, plus 1 molten chocolate cake, plus a lots of garbage.

I lost track, i really wanna to lose weight, got tired of doing it slowly, i want it fast, very fast, i know it will take time, come on...... seem to count each day i am in the gym.

weight loss, effects everyone, how come to lose

i just realized that the losing weight made me emotional person, i can't seem to control my feelings.

Normally, watching a sad movie, i would not cry but nowadays, i am nearly in tears.

things seem to touch more easily, maybe i stop eating away my emotions.

now, i think i need to find another way of dealing with my emotions and i really don't know how

finished my fourth day in the gym and went to check my weight, i increased a pound.

how,i haven't eaten chocolate, eat healthy and light and working out like a crazy person.

how in the god's name did i increase a pound.

this is crazy, what should i do,