My real name is La'akea Martin but everyone call's me Kea. I was born and raised in Hawaii and I still live there. I'm a very calm but shy person so I'm kind of lonely with little friend's no one to really open up to or hang out with. I'm a very open minded person and here to make friends. I have been depressed off and on for a long time but the past couple years have been the worst. If you have any questions or anything write me a message I will do my best to answer what you asked this is ME. And find me on facebook at: www.facebook.com/Kea1982 The information is pretty much the same as my myspace profile info. I want to be remembered.
My real name is La'akea Martin but everyone call's me Kea. I was born and raised in Hawaii and I still live there. I'm a very calm but shy person so I'm kind of lonely with little friend's no one to really open up to or hang out with. I'm a very open minded person and here to make friends. I have been depressed off and on for a long time but the past couple years have been the worst. If you have any questions or anything write me a message I will do my best to answer what you asked this is ME. And
I like all types of Movies and TV shows and reality TV shows as long as they are good. I like Bike riding, I like Driving because you are always moving, I occasionally like taking pictures especially if there's something good to take picture of. I also like to answer people question's like here and give my opinion and support to try help if I can and to make friends online.
I like all types of Movies and TV shows and reality TV shows as long as they are good. I like Bike riding,
October 24, 2009 6:23am
I'm back been about 2 days already since returning but I've been busy catching up from being gone. Because of my week long plane trip I went …
October 3, 2009 8:17am
I'am good now at the moment but sometimes I'm very sad and depressed. I also wished I was dead at times. I hate living this type of …
October 2, 2009 12:31pm
Went bike riding yesterday 10/1/09 and rode over 10 miles which is now the most I ever rode my
bike in a day but this time I rode at …
August 16, 2009 10:48pm
I'm hanging in there some days are alright
somedays are tough somedays I'm tired. But
I'm trying to enjoy each day as it comes …
hi, know how you feel really i do. Im moving to hawaii in april of next year so maybe we can meet and at least complain to each other lol :)
Hi just noticed you added me thanks. Been super busy I think I need a trip I'm kinda jealous.....
Hey La'akea- Hope you are well my friend. Don't forget to smile :-)
Awesome, I wil add you. Thank you so much for the info, I really appreciate it! Take care and talk to you soon/1
Glad that you had a great time on your trip. Why did you dread returning home? Are you unhappy there? I am doing ok, thank you so much for asking, I really appreciate your kindness. Hey do you have Facebook, would love to add you! Take care, great to hear from you and talk to you soon and have a great weekend!
I am depressed sometimes daily I go to therapy I think about suiciding but I don't act on it. I am on medication and I am taking life one day at a time and what ever happens happens and what ever I do I will do. I just don't know yet where to start.
It's sometimes hard to go to sleep and when I do I get enough sleep well at least 4-5 hours sometimes less or more. In the pass months I sleep way after midnight sometimes when the sun rises the next day with the help of a sleeping aide pill. I get frustrated but I try to sleep.
Don't have much friends and none that I can hang out and really talk with and me being sort of shy doesn't help either and not strong in socializing. So I don't go out to meet others.
I'm not that good in conversation and socializing. So its hard to talk to others in person all the time. But only if I know whats going on. I don't get out much that's a big problem and other reason's too. I sometimes also think I may say something wrong in a conversation.
I check things a lot to make sure things are done or off or closed and I'm kind of organized and I try to keep things clean.
I have Generalized Anxiety Disorder which adds to the anxiety everyone gets it's one of my biggest problems mentally I have.
I have social anxiety and I don't have good communication and socializing skills. So I don't get out much I stay in a lot.
