I want to be an artist that all i can say, to create bueaty from nothing is my dream. I take the pain i feel from living and put it into the words i write, or the paint i lay upon my canvas, to try and help me forget another day. Sorry but i love to give a poetic start to nearly everything i right, even if its just to state my problems. Anyway, 20 now teen years dead and gone and i wish i was gone with them. Im a wanna be women, but at the moment my life to chaotic to make that final step, i have already sort help and they told me where i stand, that all i can do is look within my self for the next step which i would be seeing a shrink. But i feel so mixed up at the moment, its like i can see the real me, the light at the end of then tunnel but no matter how fast i run the tunnel grows longer. My parents found out about how i am, first my mom who took it worse then my dad :O big shock to me, my mom was just worried and confused but my dad said to me before that he would love me and repect me as his son no matter if i was gay, bi or straight but i never until now realized he ment transgender to ^_^.
I want to be an artist that all i can say, to create bueaty from nothing is my dream. I take the pain i feel from living and put it into the words i write, or the paint i lay upon my canvas, to try and help me forget another day. Sorry but i love to give a poetic start to nearly everything i right, even if its just to state my problems. Anyway, 20 now teen years dead and gone and i wish i was gone with them. Im a wanna be women, but at the moment my life to chaotic to make that final step, i have
Art, Writing, Painting, muisc, films, creating animations, Anime and Manga
Art, Writing, Painting, muisc, films, creating animations, Anime and Manga
September 22, 2009 4:46pm
Happy birthday to me
20 today and i feel nothing, no happiness no joy.
I havent lived one day of my life out of fear of a girl friends regection, i …
August 27, 2009 7:58pm
Nearly a year has passed since i dropped out of uni to find my self, and in that time i have gone threw a list a mile long of what carear i would …
August 27, 2009 7:31pm
Ok i love my love life, its great i mean who doesnt love being in god damn love.
My girl friend has to put up with alot from me, *cough* well the fact …
August 24, 2009 10:02am
I just started my goal today and i play the wii fit for abit i know what some people my say playing a game ha thats not exercise, i say to all you …
thank you for the encouragement.
I'm here if you need anyone to talk to x
Yw.
Be nice to yourself, this is a big transition time (no pun intended) from teen to adulthood. And you do write beautifully.
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Its a long story, but ive always known that i wanted to be a women, from a young age, then i hear things like it stops this wanting at a certain age and this has just mixed me up, at the moment im just depressed 24/7 and i dont see whats the point in life anymore
Ive had epilepsy all my life, im 19 now and i want it gone, its so fustrating that i cant drive and i have to be dependent of buses or family and friends for lifts. I only have the mild form of epilepsy and not the full blown fits.
i just cut my self when im down, problem is part of me doesnt care at all, anything can set me off to do it, but i sick of everyone getting on at me for it so im trying to sort my self out
