rain or pour
October 9, 2009 12:01am
when it rains it pours. but if forces you to relize you can't hold any more regrets or resentments. i am in the mist of trying to accept all that …
runxc19
1:02pm, October 24, 2009
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About Me
runxc19
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About Me
i'm a current graduate. although it took me an extra two years to finish college because of hospitalizations and treatment. but i love art and anthropology and i'm working on feeling alive. i no longer want to be silent. I pretty much describe my whole life using analogies.&-i mistake music lyrics for profound thought.&imagination fills the void of my existence.
i'm a current graduate. although it took me an extra two years to finish college because of hospitalizations and treatment. but i love art and anthropology and i'm working on feeling alive. i no longer want to be silent. I pretty much describe my whole life using analogies.&-i mistake music lyrics for profound thought.&imagination fills the void of my existence.
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Interests
i love... running, art, films with subtitles, art gallery openings, paradigm shifts, grape skittles, iced coffee, speed scrabble, magnetic poetry, hydrangeas, worn out jeans, frozen oranges, snow angels & quotes.
i love... running, art, films with subtitles, art gallery openings, paradigm shifts, grape skittles,
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Recent Activity
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1 hug received
October 24
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runxc19 wrote a discussion post in the Eating Disorders support group: Hey there. its me 1:31pm
hey guys. its me. sorry ive been MIA lately. hit a couple rough patches. but im back in treatment, which…
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runxc19 updated their status 1:02pm
back in txt. but working on gaining my life back :)…
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runxc19 gave robertbm a hug 1:02pm
hope you are taking care. and have remarkable weekends ahead of you too. xoxo runner.…
October 8
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runxc19 gave intheblues an I'm with you 11:50pm
thinking of you always still. hope you know that. sorry for my absence, but you are still in my thoughts…
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Journal
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finding my ground
July 24, 2009 2:55pm
today i talked a lot. well a lot for my shelter of silence. i'm such in the midst of things its really hard to articulate much. i still …
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where am i?
July 15, 2009 7:37pm
so where am I? honestly, i've never really felt so disoriented. i am constantly inbetween conciousness and unconciousness, the past and the …
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disconnections
July 12, 2009 11:00pm
i just want to feel alive again and not like such a walking ghost. i know i should avoid withdraying and continue to get up and funtion in the midst …
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i'm scared.
July 9, 2009 10:36pm
I passed out this morning. fml. i hate my non-existant blood-pressure. then i had to manage the strength to go to work. i work at a small upscale …
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Shout Out
just wanted to say hello. keep on keeping on
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Superhero Status
Besides sitting here trying to find a goofy "smiley" to send you, I was thinking I need to design some better ones. Like arm floatys, hospital socks and most definately smiley's dancing in scrubs. DUH! GET W/ IT DS! Well, since I no longer get entertaining messages from you and since you are bye-byes right now, I figure I'll pop in and hug you when I can. You are the best runner! HUGGLES. Love and support, Blues and Fatty :)
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Kiss
ty darlin, kiss for cheek, hope u r well
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Thanks
ty runner, hope u have remarkable weekend
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Hug
no sorries my friend, i am doing great, hows the runner been
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Support Groups
Close Eating Disorders
Type: AnorexiaI've suffered from severe anorexia for the past 6 years. although i had disordered eating ever since i was little. I just got out of a 8 month hospital stay and i'm working on recovery each day
Treatments
- Dietitian Consult Working / Worked
- Outpatient Treatment Program Working / Worked
- I have an amazing outpatient team! I see atleast one member of my team a day, and it really helps being able to speak.
- Prazosin Working / Worked
- Psychotherapy Working / Worked
- Topamax Working / Worked
- Zoloft Working / Worked
Close Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder
You figured me out I'm like a leaf in the wind I try to find who I am but wind up lost in the end sometimes it's hard to know what's real when your not
Treatments
- Art Working / Worked
- Ativan Working / Worked
- Cognitive Behavioral Therapy Working / Worked
- Prazosin Working / Worked
- amazing for nightmares
- Psychotherapy Working / Worked
- Seroquel Working / Worked
- Talking Working / Worked
- Topamax Working / Worked
- Zoloft Working / Worked
- Ativan Working / Worked
- good
- Prazosin Working / Worked
- helps for nightmares
- Ambien Working / Worked
- helps for sleep
Open Self-Injury
sometimes hurting myself numbs the pain. or grounds me back into reality
Treatments
- Outpatient Treatment Program Working / Worked
- Psychotherapy Working / Worked
- Squeezing Ice Working / Worked
- Talking Working / Worked
Open Bereavement
Type: Loss of a Friendi've lost my best friend due to suicide and my other friend due to a drowning accident. i love and miss them both. but i am so grateful to have had them in my life
