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• Woke up smiling

  November 17, 2009 6:26am

  I woke up smiling this morning.  First time since Barry died.

   

  Endured a four hour long grilling deposition yesterday.  I was nervous …

• Leaving Behind, Burning Bridges, Starting Over

  November 4, 2009 1:22am

  Leaving behind, burning bridges, starting over.

   

  This used to be my signature.

   

  I have lived so many lives, the child growing up under her …

• worser and worser

  October 31, 2009 5:28pm

   

  My late husband was an ass.  A schmuck par excellence.

   

  I am destitute. No home. No money. No job. No children at home to occupy me. …

• Should I just roll over and die now?

  October 20, 2009 10:54pm

  I hate my late husband. I really hate him. Perhaps I may have loved him in life but in death I hate him. He did not take care of me AT ALL. He did …

• To Court To Court To Lose My Shirt

  September 23, 2009 12:16am

  This Friday I am scheduled to go to court.  My lawyers have told me to expect the following to happen:  the court will compel me to deposit …

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