hollerchick1972's Journal

8:51 am omg i dont sleep well makes the day a little long but get early time with the kids ..

so i have a few updates on my life falling apart ..went out yesterday tried my luck on not getting any bad news and actually made it threw on day with no bad news so i thank God  giving me one good day out of like 20 or more in a roll its seemed . my dad made it threw his bipass in good shape as of last night he was doing well dont know yet today how he is  so that was a big relief even though my good for nothing family didnt call me for three days to tell me how he was being the black sheep of a family sucks sometimes ..but i wont let them bring me down .today is the big day that i should get my mammogram back or so i hope good or bad news i just wanna know i am so tired of wondering and being worried i just want that test back ahhh lol ..i will surely be a mess if it comes back bad but maybe i can sleep when it does . i did get a call from my son who is in the army and he is doing ok he got stung by a scorpion and was on bed rest but now is up and going once again God was looking out for him sometimes god works in strange ways in my life but i havent givin up faith threw all this i know that there has to be a reason for what is going on in my life just letting it play out ..so thats all i will ramble on about so early keeping my fingers crossed and waiting to see how this day goes ..thinking of going to get my enzyme levels checked but not for sure if i want any bad news so maybe ill wait til tomorrow to push my luck lol off to do some dishes and think bbl .