The whole story.... (as far as …
The whole story.... (as far as my family goes...) Part I I've had issues with grieving for my family for quite some …
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mandye9177 
11:47pm, September 21, 2009
ok so im not huge on writing journal stuff but tonight i feel like i have no one to talk to and i've been upset all day. Today was my ex boyfriend's birthday and even after telling me he'd always be there for me and be a friend for me and then turn around and either ignore me when i just need someone to talk to or treat me like crap. i just wish hed make up his mind about either being there for me or not and stop leaving me in the cold and hurting me all the time. because its constantly a let down everytime and knowing that one day he might talk to me but the next i'll mean nothing. I just feel like even though we broke up it still like i should mean at least something to him considering i gave him 2 years of my life and tried to make his life better but obviously i don't and i'm just easy to get rid of. i really wonder what i did wrong to make me so worthless to him because i really thought i tried to be a good girlfriend but i guess not.
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