missmanic's Journal

Dear futer new phyc! I am excited about the fact that your a therapist too. Im hoping u will be less of a cold hearted bitch with a perscription pad as the phycs i have met in the past. You can ask me all the questions u want about my family history ( i come from phycos)! And my personal history ( life wasnt easy on me) You can say what you want and diagnose what you will but here is what i know so far. I was diagnosed with add as a child and i can not get anyplace on time or early to save my life ( except the day that im going to get fired im always on time for that lol) so it is likley i still have it. I was recently diagnosed with bipolar disorder. But i had long ago dropped in and out of my life. Sucuming to dabilitating depression and fits of mania where i would spend rent money on cloths have constant indescrassional sex and ruin relationships and jobs.  (Ps i dressed like a circus freak most times ) Sooo It is likley the ass of a shrink i had was right. I am recently diagnosed with a partial sezure disorder and a heart condition called svt. Not to mention i have a two year old son whom while i was pregnant with i was homless. So add to that a strong likley hood of post tramatic stress disorder. YOU LISTEN UP AND YOU LISTEN UP GOOD! IM NOT STUPID AND I CAN GO ON WEB MD AND GET FACTS LIKE THE ONES IN YOUR COLLEGE BOOKS! I know what does and does not work for me and medications that take away my energy so that i cant focus on continuing a healthy life and being an strong active parent are not for me! So keep your gotdamn ridilins, lexapros and over all sleepy meds to urself i want to be stable not dead to life or too manic to care medicinal approach! Im ur worst nightmare bitches I have read all i could and this i know. I have a list of drugs that i will not except and some that you may guide me on but i am taking my life back as of now so dont expect to make too much money off of me. Ps i want a therapist thats more like a friend some one who genuinly wants the best for me... The End Bitches lol im just a bit manic fyi it was the coffee. I am sooo lookin forward to meeting you and i am much nicer in person although i cant spell for shit lmao