missmanic's Journal

I have opted out of meals and now eat on average one to two not so healthy but sustaing meals. I cant think to eat when im trying to dig myself out of this whole i call my life. Some how the pounds are not shedding. I think it might just be my boobs. After breastfeeding for 18months the got huge and never shrank or sgged for that matter...but still. I need help I have trouble even cooking for my family if my minde isnt focused i burn it. I always burn it. But i have to say when i set my mind to it on the few and far between day where i feel clear of concern, it gets done pretty well