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amy369 
10:18pm, August 23, 2009
Okay, so here goes one of my little journals were I talk about random nothings. Or maybe it's something. I'm not sure.
So, I'm somewhat better. At least I hope so.
I'm getting back to my normal writing stuff, so I'm excited about that.
My stories needed to be updated on buzznet.
Anyways, I actually wanted to post this to ask a few questions.
If that is okay.
No one has to answer them, but it would make me feel a tad bit better. Just a little.
I'm not sure if my Anxiety is acting up, or if this is really happening.
Sometimes I'll be laying in bed, and I'll think all these bad things are going to happen.
For instance, last night I thought my throat was closing up, but I was perfectly fine when I laid next to my mom.
It's like I need my mom there to be calm. I guess that's a way of looking at it.
I'm not sure if I know there is something else wrong with me or what. Like, I could still be sick or something.
I don't know.
This probably makes no sense.
>_>
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happens to me. i kept thinking about my dog dying. i guess anxiety can come on strong. good u were able to calm down and relax.
bipolarfolse
It makes sense that you would be fine when next to your mom. Your mom is a comfort to you because mothers are supposed to protect and take care of their children. It's only natural to be comforted by your mother's presence.
Buradi
Nothing at all out of the ordinary for you to be comforted by your mom thats fine.Now try another step since you have realized the reason for your comfort. Put that feeling in your head as a logical thought sequence so when you have anxiety you can sort of open up that feeling with your mind and still be able to be alone.
louis124u