Journal

So, I've been doing pretty good, lately.

My birthday was the 13th, and my neice was born on the 12th(my mom's birthday)

It was pretty awesome. 

I stayed in the hospital with Collieen for a little bit. I was bored, but my bestie was there with me. 

So, yeah. I think that's all I have to say. 

Okay, so my Anxiety is still bad, but I'm not that sick anymore which is great if you ask me. Today is also my mom's birthday and my sister is in labor. :))

:)) 

I'm not sure what else to update you guys on.

Oh, I have a cell phone now, so like, if any of you guys want to text me or something, write me a message and I'll give you my number. 

♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

Okay, so here goes one of my little journals were I talk about random nothings. Or maybe it's something. I'm not sure.

So, I'm somewhat better. At least I hope so.

I'm getting back to my normal writing stuff, so I'm excited about that. 

My stories needed to be updated on buzznet.

Anyways, I actually wanted to post this to ask a few questions. 

If that is okay.

No one has to answer them, but it would make me feel  a tad bit better. Just a little.

I'm not sure if my Anxiety is acting up, or if this is really happening. 

Sometimes I'll be laying in bed, and I'll think all these bad things are going to happen.

For instance, last night I thought my throat was closing up, but I was perfectly fine when I laid next to my mom. 

It's like I need my mom there to be calm. I guess that's a way of looking at it. 

I'm not sure if I know there is something else wrong with me or what. Like, I could still be sick or something. 

I don't know.

This probably makes no sense.

>_>