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Why can't I sleep?????
Wednesday, July 15, 2009 | A Frustrating story

I hate this so much!  I haven't slept right in a month. Since I went to the hospital.  I wish they would have kept me.  I have had nothing but issues since.  Cutting and depression....  I go on the 27th of July to the psychiatrist.  I hate my life.  What life?!?  I don't know what to do anymore I seem to get worse the older I get.  I am damned by my gene pool.  I can't wait for a full evaluation so maybe they can finally get me to some "NORMAL" thoughts and feelings.  If there is such a thing like "NORMAL".  I don't know how much longer I can do this.  I  don't feel like I have a reason to live.  How do people live their lives without feeling this way???  I sit here in my room ALL day and night mostly by myself.  I hate myself.  It's like being stuck with your worst enemy all day.  I just hate my nonexsisting life!!!!!

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1. 

   hugs. know how you feel :(
   hope your appointment goes well on the 27th. x

   
   

   millionwishes

2. 

   Good luck on the psych apt. Try to force yourself to get out at least for short periods a day. Isolating makes these problems worse. Hugs.

   
   

   mianutzy

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