It's so hard seeing the person you lived for grow up and want a life of their own. I have a 17yr old son, he is my world, well was. Now he is wanting his independance. I understand we all go through it. I just can't believe how fast it snuck up on me. I miss him already! He still lives with me but from the time he wakes up to the time he goes to bed he is either in his room or out and about. I think it's great that he has friends and they are good friends. I guess I am just sad to see him getting older and losing that little boy that would make me laugh til i peed.
I just have to let the boy go and realize he is growing into a man. I gave him the tools that I could. I just miss my little baby!!!!! I feel abandoned. 







