Annie528's Journal

I recently went to the hospital for depression and anxiety.  Well they had let me leave with a list of phone numbers of mental health providers.  I still haven't called for an appointment.  But I have cut myself and been really feeling horrible since then.  I want to and need to just be put in inpatient care for a little while.  I feel so distuctive right now. I cut my arm and both legs with blades out of my razor.  Now I have a small infection from one of my cuts on my leg.  It hurts.  But I like how it feels.  I know that is wrong but it just feels that way.  I have to make myself call one of those places on the list to make an appointment.    Well you are all in my prayers.  Luck and Blessings, Annie