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September 11, 2009 4:54pm
I can't seem to get a grip on my issues. I feel like I want to die everyday. I don't want to logically but it is always in the …
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Annie528
4:22pm, September 11, 2009
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About Me
Annie528
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About Me
I have been struggling with depression for all my life. I have anxiety and bipolar disorders.
I have been struggling with depression for all my life. I have anxiety and bipolar disorders.
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Why can't I sleep?????
July 15, 2009 6:11am
I hate this so much! I haven't slept right in a month. Since I went to the hospital. I wish they would have kept me. I have had …
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Motherhood
July 13, 2009 10:02pm
It's so hard seeing the person you lived for grow up and want a life of their own. I have a 17yr old son, he is my world, well …
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Today
July 6, 2009 12:47pm
I recently went to the hospital for depression and anxiety. Well they had let me leave with a list of phone numbers of mental health …
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Last night
June 27, 2009 11:28am
Well I broke down last night and went into the hospital and told them how I felt. I had a short psych eval. and was sent home??? I was …
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Ray of Sunshine
I wanted to wish you a sunny day, and lots of them :)
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thanks for your message. i hope you find a way out of this too hun. hugs.
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Close Depression
Type: Clinical (Major) DepressionI feel like I would rather die than feel the way I do. I hate the fact that I make everyone else around me feel bad.
Treatments
- Celexa Not Working
- didn't work
- Cognitive Behavioral Therapy Not Working
- Cymbalta Somewhat Helpful
- I still feel very sad all the time!
- Effexor Not Working
- didn't work
- Meditation Working / Worked
- helps alittle when I am having anxiety issues. I have alot of pain and headaches and sometimes it helps.
- Paxil Somewhat Helpful
- didn't work
- Positive Thinking Not Working
- I don't have happy thoughts.
- Prozac Not Working
- made me mad! didn't work
- Psychotherapy Not Working
- I would tell counselors what I thought they wanted to hear. I don't know how to talk about what really bothers me. I don't even know what it is sometimes it just is.
- Seroquel Working / Worked
- I have been on different doses and I know just use it to sleep. It helps alittle
- Support from Friends & Family Not Working
- I haven't had anyone that really helped me they all just say well stop thinking that way. I tell them I wish I could. It has caused me to distance myself from my family and friends.
- Trazodone Working / Worked
- knocked me out. I didn't like it at all!
- Zoloft Working / Worked
- I started to have really bad tremors. I was taken off by my neurologist. It did help alittle.
Close Agoraphobia & Social Anxiety
I hate going anywhere. I feel like I am stuck and I panic.
Open Hysterectomy
I am 34yrs old. I have to have a vaginal hysterectomy and cystocele and rectocele repair. I have one son that is 17yrs old. I am worried about ovarian cancer, my aunt just past away from it last year. I don't know what to do.
Treatments
- Kegel Exercise Working / Worked
- They have helped with reducing my loss of urine.
Open Self-Injury
I have been a cutter since I was like10years old. I recently started wanting to do it more and more. I hate feeling numb or angry and lately that is all I feel. I can't explain to the people I love what or why I do this. I don't know why.
Treatments
- Psychotherapy Working / Worked
- hasn't worked yet.
- Rubber Bands Working / Worked
- when I use the rubber bands I just want to feel that more and more. I snap them harder and harder.
- Talking Working / Worked
- Most of the people in my life don't understand. So I keep it to myself mostly.
Open GERD & Heartburn
I have been diagnosed with a hiatal hernia. I have been taking meds for this for years. I also have GERDS. I hate the pain I have on a daily basis. It makes me more depressed and angry.
Treatments
- Antacids Working / Worked
- Mylanta is very helpfull in a GI cocktail.
- Baking Soda Working / Worked
- Tastes nasty. but works in a pinch
- Carafate Working / Worked
- I take it 3 times a day. I guess it works but not alone.
- Pepto-Bismol Working / Worked
- It makes me vomit!!! YUKKY!!!!
- Prilosec Working / Worked
- I was on zegrid and it was wonderful but my insurance wouldn't pay for it. :(
- Raising Bed Position Not Working
- All it did was make me more uncomfortable.
