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kenzib 
2:52pm, July 27, 2009
I'm not a good enough friend.
It is hard for me to get here very often and lately when i do manage to be here it just reenforces the knowledge inside that i am just not a good enough person.
I'm sorry for taking up space here on the site and in this world.
thank you to both the friends on my list and my apologies for not being able to come here and write to you often enough.
I did finally go see a therapist this last week and the lost time makes more sense but the diagnosis is just to much to handle.
kenzi
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Please don't apologize for writing often enough. People that deal with this problem understand the ins and outs. I have recently lost a friend because she basically could not take me cancelling on her anymore. First I felt guilty, anger, etc. and now I think I am just too hard on myself about this.
prs6