asnondfehoudfsojdoesjd
October 13, 2009 7:03pm
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jordaan 
4:40pm, November 17, 2009
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About Me
jordaan
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About Me
haaa Loooowww - =] im jordaan.. and jordaan knows bob.. and bob is a really funny name/word/thing . im bob say hi .*Hi bob* . bob waves .bob has a friend called pat. and pat likes bob. and bob likes pat.. bob and pat are gay.. gay = happy.. happy bob and pat .. DOT DOT DOT what a wonderful world
haaa Loooowww - =] im jordaan.. and jordaan knows bob.. and bob is a really funny name/word/thing . im bob say hi .*Hi bob* . bob waves .bob has a friend called pat. and pat likes bob. and bob likes pat.. bob and pat are gay.. gay = happy.. happy bob and pat .. DOT DOT DOT what a wonderful world
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Interests
Poetry. Music. Art. Lesbian crush on Lady Gaga Lol . Food. Culture. Egypt. Discovery Channel. Mc donalds =). Double Cheese Burgers mMmMmMm. Disney Channel Hehe. Lyrics that are meaningful. & making up beautiful quotes!!xx
Poetry. Music. Art. Lesbian crush on Lady Gaga Lol . Food. Culture. Egypt. Discovery Channel. Mc donalds
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1 hug received
November 18
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jordaan gave Camilah a hug 6:54pm
haa well im not that mature either but i can be if i want to be but its boring Lol yeahh those high moments…
November 17
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jordaan updated their status 4:40pm
i feel happy to not be unhappy YAY…
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jordaan changed their mood to Excellent 4:40pm
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jordaan commented on their journal entry asnondfehoudfsojdoesjd 4:30pm
hmmm. thee guy i love so much.. lovess girrls bt loves meeh which is sdupid yeahhh…
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jordaan gave RaeLove a hug 4:29pm
well atleast uve made an effort. each time u make a new friend. make double that the next tyme =) yeah…
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30.07.09
July 30, 2009 9:45pm
Lastnight it was my bestfriends mums birthday yesterday who's also like a 2nd mum t0 me neways we had an okaee time i sup0se all th0 i didnt …
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27.07.09
July 26, 2009 7:24pm
okaeee so like im at course and my whole class is like in the lecturering room having an induction for next semester.. and im on hea trying not to be …
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depressing poem i wrote whilst low
July 23, 2009 8:38pm
Free me of the emptiness that befalls me
In exchange of my sanity
Too long I have been suffering
Fighting of vicious thoughts
I don’t want …
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23&24th of july
July 23, 2009 8:08pm
wowee so i started my mental health course yesterday!!
dayuummm i was shy as a mofo (incase u buggers dont know what mofo is, mofo is mother fcuka) …
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Haha okay.... well, yesterday as you can probably tell I was in a horrible mood. I was so depressed I felt like I was gonna die. Today, however I'm in such a GREAT MOOD! :) This is honestly getting ridiculous. But the reason why I was in a horrible mood this week up until today was because my insecurity has been increasing and I don't know how to be comfortable with myself. My friends... they're probably the source of the problem. One of my really good friends has changed so much and I see her a lot through out the day and to be straight-forward I hate who she has become and I don't like being with her or seeing her. I want to be friends with her but I see her wayyyy too much and it's not like I have a choice to see who I want to see. And also, my few of my other friends... I feel so left out. They never tell me anything about their lives I have to find out from other friends and when they talk I'm not part of the conversations so I assume that they don't like me and the friends that I do appreciate a lot I never see. To add to that I feel so overwhelmed with school work but I'm taking care of it now. I finished a lot of work yesterday and today. And I'm just in such a great mood!! Haha I'm decided today I'm going to keep a journal with me and write down how I feel and I could see how many times my mood changes in a week.
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Haha, I'm not that mature, I'm just tired of being treated like a little kid. And seriously you make me feel like I'm not alone!!! I was so happy a couple of weeks ago and I knew that wouldn't last but I took it all in and enjoyed it. Now.... I don't even want to talk about how today went :(
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fruit loop...=) i haven't really meet any new people sign only at work and one person at school....ill keep at it some how though...even though im not really focused on meeting people as much theses days... if you a psychologist just call the information line im sure they have one or just talk to a pastor or major figure of what religions background you are...im sure tehy will have alot of helpful information... sorry about the name i like the name though =) so whats been up fruity? =)
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You don't understand how much of my problems I read in your comment. I too don't share my feelings not because I can't but because I choose not to. I'm an independent person and I don't like when other people know my business *and use that information loosely*. I have mixed feelings as well. Recently I've been in such a cheerful mood. This week was just so horrible that I'm in such a hopeless mood. And with the saying that you can't help anyone until you help yourself. I somewhat believe that because I learned the hard way that you can't love someone until you love yourself. I wish I could help myself but the things I need to do to be free.... I can't do.
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Close Depression - Teen
. I first experienced depression when i was fourteen. i didn't like school anymore so i dropped out. it got to the point where i just didn't wanna live anymore but the thought of leaving my mum forever kept me alive!! since 14 i have gradually overcome my depression but i still have it, depending on my moodswings lol
Treatments
Close Abstinence & Celibacy
im 18 years old and stil a virgin i havent found it hard at all to abstain from sex. because of the strong morals my mum instilled in me, the person i will loose my virginity to will either be my husband or someone i am goin to spend the rest of my life with.
Open Depression
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