fuck it. over it.
September 2, 2009 11:27am
Not like my fuckin life is shit enough...
i cant wake up on time.
havent been able to since, forever.
Struggling at work. Always late now, always …
sleepingbeauty30 
3:39pm, November 12, 2009
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* * * I'm drowning.. Save Me.. Wake Me Up!!!!... I should warn you.. I go to sleep... Nothing hurts when I go to sleep.... Cause I'm not tired!!* * * "Tough times don't last, Tough people do" "True strength is being able to Hold It Together when everyone expects you to Fall Apart" "Hold Your Own" "make.it.Happen" "i was always looking outside myself for confidence & strength... but, .... it comes from within. It is there all the time" "Always remember to forget, the things that made you sad. But never forget to remember, the things that made you glad." "No.Limits.But.The.Sky"'everyday holds the possibility of a miracle'
* * * I'm drowning.. Save Me.. Wake Me Up!!!!... I should warn you.. I go to sleep... Nothing hurts when I go to sleep.... Cause I'm not tired!!* * * "Tough times don't last, Tough people do" "True strength is being able to Hold It Together when everyone expects you to Fall Apart" "Hold Your Own" "make.it.Happen" "i was always looking outside myself for confidence & strength... but, .... it comes from within. It is there all the time" "Always remember to forget, the things that made you sad. But
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"there comes a time in your life when u realize who really matters, who never did, and who always will" "i have come to far to ever close my eyes..made some mistakes.... but made no disguise... I Speak My Mind... let rumors twist the truth...some try hard but, ..... they will n e v e r. b r i n g . me. d o w n!" "God, grant me the serenity to accept the things i cannot change. courage to change the things i can. And wisdom to know the difference.Living one day at a time. Enjoying one moment at a time. Accepting hardships as the pathway to peace" "" Judge Me, , , and i'll prove you wrong. Tell me what to do, , , and i'll tell you off. Say i'm not worth it, , , and watch where i end up. Screw me over, , , and i'll do it twice as bad. Call me Crazy, , , , you really have NO idea! ""
"there comes a time in your life when u realize who really matters, who never did, and who always will"
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November 12
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sleepingbeauty30 gave jbbnfla a funny face 3:40pm
stoppin to say hiiii !!!! xoxo…
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sleepingbeauty30 gave jbbnfla a funny face 3:40pm
stoppin to say hiiii !!!! xoxo…
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"H0ld y0ur 0WN"…
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hiii...some things are gettin better, some worse, some at a stand still. lol. but overall, i feel a lil…
November 2
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sleepingbeauty30 gave chareunrath a ray of sunshine 8:36pm
wow!! thats a lot of plans!!!!!! good luck w/ your job !!!! i hope yaa get it asap:) seems like youre…
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Pls.Read *I created my own lil Narcolepsy site/page*..*check it out and let me know what ya think* !
August 28, 2009 2:48am
Heyy everyone!!!!
Sooo, last night i decided not to sleep. I figured I can't wake up in the morning and I feel like shit and exhausted …
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The blue butterfly
August 24, 2009 4:52pm
When a little blue butterfly soars in the sky,
It's blue against blue that we see.
Although it may vanish,
our hearts know it's …
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hate how i feel.
August 22, 2009 4:28pm
Well i've been up for a few hours now and my head still feels very foggy. I cant focus!!!! My head feels like a ton of bricks. It just wont go …
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Having a real hard time
August 7, 2009 10:00am
I've just been struggling a lot lately. Everything is getting worse. July was the worst month ever for me. My pop-pop passed away middle of the …
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glad things are looking up for you, im ok its the hubby thats mental, we are having to sell the house etc, we are on a stupid amount of money we are supposed to live on and no help with the mortgage, but shit happens, lots alove xx
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STAY STRONG!
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HI SLEEPINGBEAUTY30. I HAVE PLANS TO ACCOMPLISH THIS WEEK. EDUCATE MYSELF ABOUT MY DOG AT PETCO'S WORKSHOP, ATTEND INFO ABOUT SUCCESS AND STAYING WITH A JOB. RIGHT NOW I AM WAITING TO START A JOB AT JCPENNY AFTER THE BACKGROUND CHECK. HAVE A GOOD WEEK.
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hi, hows the N, are ya still in the flat with your friend etc has much changed for you?
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Close Narcolepsy
Narcolepsy w/ Cataplexy
Treatments
- Adderall Somewhat Helpful
- -10mg. take 1 pill up to 4 x's a day (1st started upon diagnosis & was helpful but, stopped workin after a few months) -30mg.xr...take 1 pill in the a.m. with nuvigil (start 10/15/09) ** Stopped 10/30/09
- Lexapro Not Working
- prescribed w nuvigil really really bad side effects. untolerable. stopped after 1 doseday
- Provigil Not Working
- only worked for 3 days
- Ritalin Not Working
- Prescribed 10mg. on 10/117/09 to take as needed in the afternoons... **Stopped 10/30/09
Close Brain Injury
Professional - work for an in-home BI program I've also recently experienced a family member w/BI
Open Coma
i work w/ BI's
