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About Me
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About Me
Young, almost married. No children. When I am depressed I dont leave the house and shop online. I am very compulsive. I wont do anything active. I am lucky I have not blown up to 300lbs. I also eat when I am bored.
Young, almost married. No children. When I am depressed I dont leave the house and shop online. I am very compulsive. I wont do anything active. I am lucky I have not blown up to 300lbs. I also eat when I am bored.
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Interests
Just started reading the Twilight Saga a couple weeks ago, finishing up on the 3rd book - Eclipse now. Can't wait for New Moon to come out Nov 20, 2009. When I have the energy, I enjoy yoga and pilates. I have fun playing wii, sometimes I don't care to even play. I surf the net a lot and love reality tv.
Just started reading the Twilight Saga a couple weeks ago, finishing up on the 3rd book - Eclipse now.
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Hey there, Just wanted to say hi and see how you were doing.
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Thanks for your hug! Good luck!
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welcome to ds. it can be a great place for friendship . I am not in PA but still not far lol
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Well, I understand depression and I'm glad you found this site. It has helped me a lot. I've sent you a message with some background on me, so I'm looking forward to hearing from you fellow Marylander!
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Close Shopping Addiction
I shop when I am depressed. I am unemployed and have credit card debt that just makes me more depressed.
Treatments
- Group Therapy Considering
- embarrassed.
- Talking Somewhat Helpful
Close Depression
Type: Clinical (Major) DepressionDealing with depression, severe. on and off for 10 years or so.
Treatments
- Lexapro Working / Worked
- I took it for a long time. I think it worked but stopped because I was gaining weight.
- Meditation Considering
- its hard for me to calm my mind down long enough to do this, i am trying.
- Paxil Somewhat Helpful
- I was young and I dont remember it helping too much.
- Positive Thinking Somewhat Helpful
- Psychotherapy Working / Worked
- I see her, sometimes weekly, sometimes monthly depending on the severity of my depression.
- Support from Friends & Family Working / Worked
- Wellbutrin Working / Worked
- I take it everyday 300mg once daily. Have been for years. It helps a lot and I don't feel hungry all of the time like others.
- Writing Working / Worked
- I am not consistent, however it works very well.
- Zoloft Working / Worked
- Don't remember if it worked too well, wasn't on it long.
Open Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder
Growing up in a chaotic household with two alcoholic parents caused a lot of triggers in my adult life.
Treatments
- Psychotherapy Working / Worked
- Go when I feel most emotional.
- Reading Working / Worked
- I read a lot of memoirs and autobiographys. Adult Children of Alcoholics has a lot of great books and journals out there.
Open Anxiety
I have social anxiety very badly. Keeps me home a lot and miss my friends.
Treatments
- Breathing Exercises Somewhat Helpful
- Mostly when trying to sleep.
- Positive Thinking Working / Worked
- When someone is with me to remind me to think positive it does work.
- Valium Working / Worked
- For the more serious situations.
- Xanax Working / Worked
- When I remember to take it.
- Psychotherapy Working / Worked
Open Insomnia
Racing thoughts don't allow me to sleep at night.
Treatments
- Ambien Working / Worked
- if I don't take it too often works well, but I have to calm myself down, if I take it and stay active, like reading even, its as if I never took it.
- Counting Sheep Working / Worked
- I have to imagine counting numbers. I see myself writing them on a chalkboard concentrating hard, then erasing them.
- Lavender Somewhat Helpful
- Helps relax me.
- Lunesta Not Working
- Didn't seem to work at all after the first time. Maybe not strong enough?
Open Twins, Triplets & More
I have a twin brother, whom I am very close to. Right now he is struggling with the mother of his very young child being a crack and heroin addict, which has destroyed our relationship. He is not the twin I remember. I don't know who he is.
Open TMJ
I grind my teeth at night when the anxiety is at its worse. i have two mouth gaurds. when i do wear them i wake up in a mouth full of blood. time to get a new one i suppose.
Treatments
- Mouthguard Somewhat Helpful
- Valium Working / Worked
- I find if I take it before bed I am less likely to grind. If I take it the next morning while in lots of pain it usually doesnt kill the pain and I end up taking a lot more to try to rid the pain only to build a tolerance and still be in pain.
Open Financial Challenges
Treatments
- Budgeting Not Working
- Cut Up Credit Cards Not Working
- Debt Consolidation Considering
- Filing for Bankruptcy Considering
Open Jealousy
I get jealous. I am insecure with myself.
Open Bereavement
Type: Loss of a Relativeloss of grandmother
Treatments
- Crying Working / Worked
- Getting Angry Working / Worked
- Grief Counseling Working / Worked
- Keeping Busy Working / Worked
- Music Working / Worked
- Psychotherapy Working / Worked
- Reading Working / Worked
- Remembering Working / Worked
- Scrapbooking Working / Worked
- Support from Friends & Family Working / Worked
- Talking Working / Worked
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