sheira's Journal

my stepson was kidnapped from school on monday by his bio-mom.  She abandoned him on our doorstep in June 2008.  I don't know what to do about this.  the authorities will not help and neither will child protection services.  She contacted our lawyer from out of province yesterday and informed him that she is not bringing him back home and will not be bringing him back to school....and to top it all off she is going to take US to court to regain soul custody.  I am so sick of crack heads it is not even funny.  She has warped my ss sooooo badly, I don't think there is any hope left for him.  I am also mad at him for getting into that car willingly outside the school when I was there to pick up my daughter.....right at the next door I was, and he still got into the car with his mother that ditched him at 3:30am drunk and high out of her mind, screaming in the streets that she didn't want him and how she was such a bad mother and didn't deserve children.  I don't think I can handle any more stupidity in my life...honestly.  My husband is all about fighting in court for him now, and I am wondering if it is worth the money, time, and heart.  I am so exhausted witht his whole ordeal, along with the rest of the shit going on in my life, I don't think I have the energy to deal with this anymore.  I have a feeling she is going to accuse us of abuse.  It is the only card she has not played with us.  If this happens I am in fear that my children will be brought into it.  I don't know what to do if this happens.  I am so worried about all of this.  We have a warrant going out for her arrest tomorrow when our case gets brought to a judge, that means he will be brought back to us any time after that, if they find her!  What if he is mad at us for bringing him back?  away from his mother???  has he been told to call social services and claim abuse??? These people are so crooked, I have no idea what will happen, nor do I want to find out.

Does anyone have a magical button that I can press to make this all fade away????????????