Hateit's Journal

That is how I feel - wow.  Things seemed to have turned a corner.  Hubbie and I are getting on great, even making love again and its brilliant, I haven't wanted to for a long long time and then all of a sudden over the last two days I cannot get enough of him!  Since my last journal entry, I don't know it was almost like it was a release of emotion of some sort because ever since then I have been really loved up with him and find him as sexy and as wonderful as always!  How weird.  I have even become alot more confident in myself again and even went for a job interview this week.  It is 2am and I have just woke up with a nightmare and so I thought i would get up and write this.  I have just had a text from my best friend in the whole world to say she may have to move out of the area and so I am gutted, I love her so much and she only lives across the road and I am so scared that once she moves away she won't want to see as much of me and we will drift apart.  She is my rock, my soul mate and I don't want to be without her (Yes if you are reading this T I hope you are taking it in lol).  So it is now her fault I am up at 2am drinking TEA and eating lol.  DO NOT GO ANYWHERE WOMAN!!!!! Ok I know that is not feasible but in dream world you can stay lol.