I am a 17 year old FTM transgender. I love Anime, Sci-fi, and Comics, lol. I am very confused about my life. Though I am accustom to being female for the sake of my family, I feel suicidal, and I just want to live my own life the way I think I should. Its not fair for m y mother to threaten disown-ment and suicide, but she does, lol. I hate talking to people about my issues, but they talk to me. I am an Otaku (anime nerd) a treky and a comic nerd. (D&D! HELLZ YESH) I put on a daily facade that tricks people to thinking Im a happy female, but its all lies. Im not afraid to b me around my friends and most of my family, just my mom, lol. I like ranting, clearly, lol. Im a manga artist...lol
I am a 17 year old FTM transgender. I love Anime, Sci-fi, and Comics, lol. I am very confused about my life. Though I am accustom to being female for the sake of my family, I feel suicidal, and I just want to live my own life the way I think I should. Its not fair for m y mother to threaten disown-ment and suicide, but she does, lol. I hate talking to people about my issues, but they talk to me. I am an Otaku (anime nerd) a treky and a comic nerd. (D&D! HELLZ YESH) I put on a daily facade that tricks
Tristan is a freak of nature and loves it. He likes to do absolutly random things to other people just to see how they will react. He is aspiring to become a manga artist like his hero Mokona Apapa, and is already starting the third volume of his own manga. He plans on getting an FTM (Felmale to male) Surgery in the future. He cant spell. He likes to act like an idiot to make people laugh...He hates writing about himself... I first got into anime when I was about...Whenever pokemon came out in america...ever since i can remember... I absolutly love dragon ball z. Animes:DBZ trilogy, Vampire knight, Zombie powder, Naruto, Inuyasha, Black Butler, Ruroni Kenshin, Trigun, omg i cant even remember all of them @-@, neon genisis evangelion, Magic knight rayearth (Anything by CLAMP)Any thing by Studio Ghibli, Final Fantasy, ALL KINDS OF YAOI!!!!!! And ull have to ask me for a complete list....^^; Movies and TV Shows: How i met ur mother, two and a half men, Big bang theory, Monk, House, Psych, Dr. Who, Nightmere Befor Christmas, rent, milk, interview with a vampire, the last samurai, V for vendeta, too many to list (gawd i have no life) Colors: I love all the colors and wish to see a new color Music:TECHNO, RAVE MUSIC, Heavy metal, rock, Screemo, punk, country ...anything except for rap and most hip hop. Books: Dr. Who, The Oxbow Incident, Bounce, All things Manga...alot... Food: Anything oreantal. anything sweet, fried chicken, spinach, etc. Video games: Final fantasy 7, IX, Ark the Lad, Kingdom hearts (all of them), crash bandicoot, mortal combat, evil zone, dbz, dragon questVII, prince of persia, cool boarders 4, devil may cry, sly cooper, dark cloud 1&2, eternal eyes, and inuyasha
Tristan is a freak of nature and loves it. He likes to do absolutly random things to other people just
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my head feels like its been split slowly, painfully, and was bashed into...…
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I give up. I cant get rid of my confusion, I can't make sense of anything, its as if logic dropped off…
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Hiyaz, havent talked to u in forever, and ur still beautiful! Stay cool!…
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ROAR! NO ONE TALKS TO ME ANYMORE! gawd i hate strep throat…
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September 24, 2009 12:42pm
Is there a doctor that can make sense of this to me?
Okay, so today I got the crud. the crud is where you feel like shit, but no one can proove …
September 9, 2009 3:49pm
Lately I've been depressed to the point of feeling physically sick, and today I accidently came out as transgendered. Its not that I don't …
September 4, 2009 11:41pm
Okay this is random but I shrunk two inches, Im serious its scary. The doctor freaked out on me.
Anyway....
So, my art teacher, Mrs. …
July 29, 2009 5:20pm
My mom made me tell my little brother that I wasnt living with them. And he began to cry. She said its not her responsibility to tell him and that I …
July 29, 2009 5:07pm
So, My friend and I were talking last night. Suddenly she starts asking me questions like "Do you love me?" "Why do you hate me?" …
hello honey bee I haven,t been on here for eons was having icky anxiety that therapy made worse I know I aught to have come on here but I curled in a ball and stayed in bed ps keep the compliments coming hehe xx
you are SO cute in your "i ish a professor" picture!
yeah, you may think that. it doesn't work alot of the time.. =/
heyhey! wats up?
Because I want to find myself, and become the man I'm positive I was destined to be. To find more people like me, and to find help.
to meet people like me
I have anxiety dissorder
i was sexually abused by my uncle for 9 yrs. Now i wish to pass on advice from that experience to others
My little 6 year old brother has PKU
I was physically abused by my stepfather and I am currently being emotionally abused by my mother
Over my entire life, something has always held me down. Im am depressed from the abuse I have delt with and all the confusion I am dealing with
