soph2's Journal

I have been putting off making a big phone call about something & I have been so worried about it.  Its one of those things that was never going to get better, so the longer I put it off the worse it would be.  It was worrying me so much, it was the first thing I would think of when I woke up in the morning and often I would be overcome with panic about it.  BUT today, I did it!  I dealt with it,  all of a sunden I felt like I could handle it, so I made myself do it before I could chicken out. I feel good. :) I still have to go talk to someone in person about it, but the hard first step is done. yay.