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mutexxsongbird 
1:04pm, June 24, 2009
I messed up.
Couldn't stay sober, sorry
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A friend of mine passed away at the age of 33, actualy she was not only a friend, she was like a sister, she went into the hospital because she couldn't stop throwing up, and never came out, we were both addicted to lorcet and soma, it started as a cruch we had both just had our babbies our husbands were working a lot of hours, so we were left at home with new babbies and both were VERY overwhelmed that's when the addiction started, and lasted for 2 years, when we tried to get off of the meds. I know for me it was like a living hell, I know it was for her too, she got very ill, and couldn't hold anything down, keep in mind we were both up to 40 lorcet and 30 soma a day, when she passed away I finaly woke up, sad it took that to wake up, I guess evryone hits thier bottom I guess that was mine.
I started my search for some kind of help, it had to be outpatient because I had three little boys at home, and came across this web site suboxone, I have to tell you someone out there is looking over me because that little orange pill is a miracle, I have been clean and sober for almost two years, I wish that my friend was still alive when I found it, it makes me sad to think that if I had knew about this one year before I started that she would still be alive, sometimes I think that it was her that pointed me in this direction
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