Journal

A friend of mine passed away at the age of 33, actualy she was not only a friend, she was like a sister, she went into the hospital because she couldn't stop throwing up, and never came out, we were both addicted to lorcet and soma, it started as a cruch we had both just had our babbies our husbands were working a lot of hours, so we were left at home with new babbies and both were VERY overwhelmed that's when the addiction started, and lasted for 2 years, when we tried to get off of the meds. I know for me it was like a living hell, I know it was for her too, she got very ill, and couldn't hold anything down, keep in mind we were both up to 40 lorcet and 30 soma a day, when she passed away I finaly woke up, sad it took that to wake up, I guess evryone hits thier bottom I guess that was mine.
I started my search for some kind of help, it had to be outpatient because I had three little boys at home, and came across this web site suboxone, I have to tell you someone out there is looking over me because that little orange pill is a miracle, I have been clean and sober for almost two years, I wish that my friend was still alive when I found it, it makes me sad to think that if I had knew about this one year before I started that she would still be alive, sometimes I think that it was her that pointed me in this direction

Its really good that you have realised what you need to do. Your friend Chris would be devastated if you carried on and went too far. Good luck with your goal, we're here to support you all the way xx