IRRITATION AND FAILURE
October 18, 2009 9:45pm
Irritation cant leave me be! It just creeped up on me and it will not leave me alone! I am so angry and I don't even know why and that makes the …
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ColdplayFan
3:20am, November 10, 2009
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About Me
ColdplayFan
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About Me
I am a college student and I LOVE Listening 2 Music. I am a huge Negative/Pessimist..... I want to be a superhero and save the world! Really!We live in a pretty fucked up world! I say I do not like people, but sometimes I do! I define ambivalence and have many sides (I do not have multiple personalities though!) I live up to my zodiac sign of a gemini!.....
I am a college student and I LOVE Listening 2 Music. I am a huge Negative/Pessimist..... I want to be a superhero and save the world! Really!We live in a pretty fucked up world! I say I do not like people, but sometimes I do! I define ambivalence and have many sides (I do not have multiple personalities though!) I live up to my zodiac sign of a gemini!.....
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Interests
Being a Lazy Bum!
Being a Lazy Bum!
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Recent Activity
November 10
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ColdplayFan updated their status 3:20am
I no longer think I have the capability of being happy…
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On to other things......
August 15, 2009 1:47pm
School is rapidly approaching and I have ambivalent feelings towards it! I am so ready to get out of my house! However, I feel like I am going to be …
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So much 4 Progress.....
August 15, 2009 1:43pm
Well..... What can I say????!!!! This pull resistance is difficult for me! My progress is pretty much stagnant because I really can not keep my …
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Loving the results so far!
July 18, 2009 2:37am
Now I do have visible lashes and I am using mascara religously! There was a patch that was missing even before I tweezed all of my lashes and it is …
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Getting there...
July 8, 2009 12:34am
Well.... I could not resist the urge to touch them.... but I have not pulled any out. Now they are growing back.... I am hoping they will grow to …
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Thanks for the support! I really need it. I'm trying to stay strong! You do the same. We all have the ability if we really want to and try hard. :)
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Well Done
Half way there! :)
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Thanks! I thought that maybe if it works for me it may work for others..at least I hope. Thanks again and gd luck to you!
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Keep up the good work and thank for the encouragement. The same goes back to you.
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High Five
Hey, thanks so much for the support. Nice progress on the lashes! That's so great!
I (kind of?) stopped pulling for a week, and then got back to it and it's still pretty bad. But i'm inspired to beat it again.
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Close Trichotillomania (Hair Pulling)
Type: TrichotillomaniaI believe it started when I was in the 10th grade.... @ least that is the first time I felt embarrassed about it. I pull hair mostly from my lashes and other times everywhere else except my head! When I was younger I used to curl my long,full lashes with my finger and it took a turn for the worse! It's so annoying! I don't think Im depressed.... Although I worry alot. I am a nervous wreck and I was a nail biter up until a year ago and I used to devour my nails and the skin in the area (yuck)!
Close College Stress
I need motivation to accomplish my goal of getting to med school. I am a self proclaimed slacker and I choose to only do enough to get by.... I am also a pessimist and very negative and it is hard for me to be inspired even though going to med school is so important to me.
Treatments
- Psychotherapy Considering
- Sleep Not Working
- I sleep too much..... all the time....... Spend too much time doing so and less studying and working.... I sleep during the day and am up all night
- Support from Friends & Family Somewhat Helpful
- Only I can actually motivate myself to do what I know is right
Open Phobia
Type: Fear Of Public SpeakingI am a nervous wreck when it comes to so many things! I think I have a severe nervous condition and it is quite debilitating and humiliating! I screw up interviews and class presentations make me want 2 die! I sweat and my legs shake and my voice crack.... It's horrible! I wish I could get rid of it! It clashes with my personality [I am a negative pessimist and do not care about a lot of things or people even though I should].
Treatments
- Acceptance Not Working
- I try not to care but when I think about past horrible experiences I want to die or disappear and move somewhere where others do not know me!..... Yes it is that bad! I am a pessimist and I usually do not care what others think but this is just something I can't let go! I try to forget about it and try to be happy when they are over but they still haunt me b/c I am sure others will remember it and may even laugh at it!
Open Shyness
I am not necessarily shy, but I do not allow myself to be open to people because I can be really irritable at times or people can just irritate me being something they are not. I can see straight through people. I am kinda shy around people I do not know although I am the complete opposite once I am comfortable!
Open Family Issues
I could not even explain this as we all have family issues! Besides, new ones arise every week!
Open Eczema
My mother have the worst case I have ever seen of Eczema and always had eczema since I can remember, and I am 19.
Treatments
- Eucerin Somewhat Helpful
- Hydrocortisone Somewhat Helpful
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