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Katt1970 
4:10pm Sunday
Hmm...I'm sorry that you cry over the loss of me when you are sober. That is too bad for you. Does it hurt? Does it make you feel like you're going to die from the pain and sorrow? Oh poor you...it's such a shame. Actually, it doesn't bother me. You're tears mean nothing to me. I wish you knew what real pain felt like...what hell true heartache is. So what if you cry when you're sober? Not like that happens very often. I cried a river of tears over you and I KNOW that you did not give a rat's ass about that. You didn't care when you saw the tears flowing. You didn't care when I begged and pleaded with you to stop hurting me and to get sober...for yourself, for me, for us. Too bad for you! I gave you more chances to get it together than you ever deserved. I'm going to be so fine without you. I'm going to be so much better without you! I'm ready to let you go. I'm ready to live my life for me. So, cry, cry, cry...it's not going to help you one bit to get you what YOU want. I am free of you!
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hugs Katt, The anger is setting in now? You are such a strong woman and I am proud of you.
LavenderMoon
Free and done with him. He is a leech only sucking the life from you. You've got better things in your future. Stay strong, your never alone!!
goodfight
I love this journal entry. Thanks Kat. Hearing the strength in your words helped me feel stronger and be braver during the times when I am afraid and down on myself. I LOVE THIS PART: "I'm going to be so fine without you. I'm going to be so much better without you! I'm ready to let you go."
ginebra