ImJustAButterfly103's Journal

Well, another long, boring day has passed, not much of anything to report.  The reason I happened to find this website is because I'm just lonely.  I don't have anyone in my life who fully supports anything I'm doing.  My boyfriend works all day, comes home, eats, and off to bed he goes.  My parents don't really want to talk about anything I'm going through, which is ok I guess, they have there own problems, but why do I have to sit and listen to them complain about it?  You know, I guess I really don't HAVE to do anything I don't want to do.  I just want a friend.  Someone who knows me and who I can know and trust with everything I tell them.    I want to get out of this crappy relationship, it's making me so miserable, but I just won't let myself let go.  It's doing nothing for me.   I don't even really like him anymore, yet I stay and choose to let myself feel like crap.  Finding this site will at least give me people to talk to about the things I really think I need to talk about....