alexandraryan's Journal

Finally my boyfriend went to the doctor, I think she (doctor) told him that he was depressed or something and he's gonna have a therapy something about cognitive or that stuff, I don't remember, the other day we had a really big fight, all because of silly stuff, I have to admit it, it was my fault we were yelling each other and insulting and everything was horrible, after that we ended forgiving each other, but for some reason i don't know i got depressed, like 1 week, i don't know why, i mean, it was my fault, but we solved that problem, and we remembered the most important thing, that we love each other, then, why i felt guilty? if we solved it, there was no more problem, so... why i felt like that?

Another problem i have is that when i get depressed, i eat, wtf? i lost weight, like 20 pounds or something but if i get depressed i eat, eat eat eat, i don't know if here is a group for that, i d k the name of that in english, maybe is like obsessive compulsive eating disorder or something like that, i will check that, this last depression i had i didn't eat, i just didn't go out, i didn't sleep decently, but, the thing is that, why i felt bad for it? now i feel ok, but... why? i don't get it, sometimes just walking helps.....

Is the world big enough to be used as a road?...

xxxxx Ale.