alexandraryan's Journal

As i wrote on my OCD reason, my loved one has OCD...

I don't know what to do, I really love him but sometimes he's just like,

sad, or annoyed...

I try to understand him and support him, but i don't know what else I can do?!?!

He's so far away from home.... at the moment i'm in Mexico and he's in Australia... (yea.. other side of the world) I am so affraid of get sick of it... because i love him so much...

In my mind i have something like... annoying me... asking me why to stand it... It's like fighting against myself, I try to think and relax, he makes me happy...

.... when he's not having OCD.

That's such a bad thing! How can anyone be able to love someone but, want to change him?

How? Is that possible? Does that make any sense?

I want some help please, if someone has the same experience than me you will understand, and please... please... I beg it, if someone reads this and has OCD, tell me... WHAT TO DO?