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alexandraryan 
5:31pm, August 2, 2009
Finally my boyfriend went to the doctor, I think she (doctor) told him that he was depressed or something and he's gonna have a therapy something about cognitive or that stuff, I don't remember, the other day we had a really big fight, all because of silly stuff, I have to admit it, it was my fault we were yelling each other and insulting and everything was horrible, after that we ended forgiving each other, but for some reason i don't know i got depressed, like 1 week, i don't know why, i mean, it was my fault, but we solved that problem, and we remembered the most important thing, that we love each other, then, why i felt guilty? if we solved it, there was no more problem, so... why i felt like that?
Another problem i have is that when i get depressed, i eat, wtf? i lost weight, like 20 pounds or something but if i get depressed i eat, eat eat eat, i don't know if here is a group for that, i d k the name of that in english, maybe is like obsessive compulsive eating disorder or something like that, i will check that, this last depression i had i didn't eat, i just didn't go out, i didn't sleep decently, but, the thing is that, why i felt bad for it? now i feel ok, but... why? i don't get it, sometimes just walking helps.....
Is the world big enough to be used as a road?...
xxxxx Ale.
As i wrote on my OCD reason, my loved one has OCD...
I don't know what to do, I really love him but sometimes he's just like,
sad, or annoyed...
I try to understand him and support him, but i don't know what else I can do?!?!
He's so far away from home.... at the moment i'm in Mexico and he's in Australia... (yea.. other side of the world) I am so affraid of get sick of it... because i love him so much...
In my mind i have something like... annoying me... asking me why to stand it... It's like fighting against myself, I try to think and relax, he makes me happy...
.... when he's not having OCD.
That's such a bad thing! How can anyone be able to love someone but, want to change him?
How? Is that possible? Does that make any sense?
I want some help please, if someone has the same experience than me you will understand, and please... please... I beg it, if someone reads this and has OCD, tell me... WHAT TO DO?
