kalico's Journal

I'm having a good day today. Yesterday was moving day. Finally away from the stress of our old landlords. Well, we still have to get the deposit back. Moved into a nice new place, smaller, but peaceful. We have an extra bathroom so I get to turn one into a relaxing oasis for myself; the guys will take the other. We're about to do a lot of traveling, but at least this is one thing off the to do list. I'm excited about experimenting with Feng Shui, and using BHG's organization tips to give us lots of open space.

Day 9 on Zyprexa... Such a world of difference from how I was just 2 weeks ago. On the brink of implosion. I was nervous yesterday about the move, but I was able to sit quietly in the new place alone, meditate, bless the house, etc. and then I felt calm. I was not redirectable in that way 2 weeks ago.

I did have a pretty bad night on Friday... confrontation, argument, etc. Not ideal, but still better than pre-meds. So really it comes down to one day at a time. If I had let Friday ruin my mood for the whole weekend, I wouldn't have had the beauty of enjoying today's peace. I'm a work in progress...

-K