CheriS's Journal

Life has it's ups and downs, but luckily the ups are flowing freely right now.  Nothing monumental, I'm still searching for a job, but at least I really feel like I'm able to withstand anything again.  I have my strength and personality back, i'm no longer that weak, simpering, depressed person who gave up on life that I was for the past couple of years.  That just soooo wasn't me.  Yes I have my bad days,  I still think of my stbx with sadness because I truly loved him, but it's not that debilitating sadness and grief anymore.  I feel sorry for him in a lot of ways.  But I've moved on and not just on, but forward with my life.  It had been so stagnant for so long,  no more of that! 

Been on a few dates, and didn't feel the need to jump into anything with anyone just to feel wanted and cared for, at the same time tho i'm also not running scared of getting back into living life and finding joy by letting other people into that life.   

Life is GOOD!