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Today is sunny outside wind blowing and a bit chilly. So I decided to make a pot of chili for dinner. Its been on the stove since 9:30 this morning so by dinner time it should be really good to eat. I like to let it simmer on low heat all day so the flavor soakes in every bite you take. Yummy the kids have all been sick. Dakota had a sinus infection, Alex has had an ear infection and sinus infection he has been battling for 2wks now! The 1st time we took him to the doctor, they drained his ears and gave him an antibiotic for 7 days, which didn't clear up either. So we took him back and his right ear is really infected so he's got another course of antibiotics to take 10 day course this time so I hope it will help. So Sydnee' last but not least has an upper respiratory infection. So I would expect that John and I will end up sick also. I hope not but I have been having an upset stomach the past day or so. I thought it was because I didn't make it to the pharmacy to pick up my cymbalta in time, so I had been off of it for 3 or 4 days. The last time I did that I also got flu like symtoms. Well I have it now so we'll see if I start feeling better or not. There are a few other kids in Alexs class that are sick also so I think they are just passing it back and forth. So I have hit my 4 month sober mark. No pills, and weed staying right on track. It feels good. Cousensling is going really well, much to my surprise I love it. Mike (my counseler) is awesome. He's so easy to talk to and makes me feel welcome in his office everytime I'm there. He thinks I'm bipolar but hey I've thought that for yrs so I guess he's just confirming it. LOL. Making it real ya know putting it on paper. I have discussed this site with him and he thinks its a great thing for me. I guess I need to start writing more in my journal and he also wants me to start trying some breathing exercises too. We'll see, I'll give anything a try once.
