Journal

Things are not going to good right now.  When I'm working at my job, I feel very useless and I don't feel like I can do anything right.  I went to the doctor's yesturday for my yearly check up and I'm waiting for my blood tests to come back.  I hate feeling like this, it's been a while since I felt like this.  I'm not sure how much longer I will continue using this site, I don't think that it is doing any good, plus I don't feel like I'm getting any support.