OK SO THIS IS MY FIRST JOURNAL …
OK SO THIS IS MY FIRST JOURNAL ENTRY AND IM NOT SURE WHERE TO START, IM PRETTY NEW AT THIS THING, BUT I SURE IT …
He's in the hospital again. Whee freakking heee! More bills! And, now my daughter and I don't have a car when I REALLY needed to use it today.
He threw up IN COURT this morning. Why? Because he decided to drink TWO bottles of wine and not sleep the night before he had court. How ingenius!
I am out of here. OUTTA HERE. I will face all my fears at my dads. I don't care. I need to file for divorce ASAP so I'm not incurring any more debt from his idiotic decisions.
SO FREAKKING FRUSTRATED!!!
OK SO THIS IS MY FIRST JOURNAL ENTRY AND IM NOT SURE WHERE TO START, IM PRETTY NEW AT THIS THING, BUT I SURE IT …
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I am so sorry to hear this. Why didn't you just let him call the cops? Sometimes you could call his bluff. Besides what could the cops do to you. You are only trying to protect you and your child. Do you have enough money to buy poison to put out at your dad's house for the rats? I had a huge rat in my single wide trailer once and it did kill it. It was the size of a cat after it had eatten half bag of bread. Scared the crap out of me and took a few days but it finally killed the thing. Just have to put it where your daughter can't get to it. Why did he have court? DUI? I hate that he can't see what this is doing to you and your child. Have you checked with a mental health center or crisis hotline as to a safe place that you and your child could go to just for a few nights? I am getting my therapist to check on that for me. Its most drug addicts there too but usually nice and they can't be on anything while they are there. You do need to get out of the situation and your dad's doesn't sound good either. I wish you all the best and I do care so lots of hugs coming your way. Stella
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