Join Now
BDSDreams 
Today has been a good day, tough though, very tough.
If I told any of my friends I have started attending meetings for a 12 step program they would absolutely laugh at me.
Asking for help...
Sharing things about myself I've never told anyone...
. . . I even cried,
. . . and in front of other people.
The more I search myself for this "moral inventory" the more I am not pleased.
But I am changing, things are changing. I called someone yesterday. That was a first and a good first. As tough as it gets I am not going to quit. I know there is hope, I know there is help, it doesn't "feel" like it, but I know it is there. I just have to keep on.
