SSWarning's Journal

I know it seems weird but I'm happy I'm done with Lupron. ( of course it's not done with me just yet ) With everything that has been happening, I'd rather just deal with the pain and not the "cloudyness" along with it.  It was ruling my daily life.  I was becoming a "hermit" and that is not like me at all.  I don't like it when something makes me change like that.  I love me the way I am I just wish there was no pain, at least not on a daily basis.  The Lupron made me realize how good I've got it!  My true friends came out, I know how much my husband loves me, I miss my friends, I miss my life.  I can't imagine being like this for a total of 6 months, I would become insane!

I feel like I have jumped another hurdle and it has brought me closer to an answer or at least a way to manage my life.  I am a true believer in the experiences of life making you the person you are including the people you surround yourself with.  " The laws of attraction " comes to mind.  I try to not let "mean people" rule me and my personality.  They sometimes get to me but my friends bring me back.

Thank you all who have touched my life, even if it's in a small way, it makes all the difference!!