AgentKim's Journal

I spent the whole weekend with my boyfriend and his parents and it was quite interesting to say the least.

Thursday night I slept over bf's house, I went to work on Friday morning and then got a phone call from my grandmother asking if I could go to NYC to pick my aunt up so she could spend the weekend here. I got out of work early so it wasn't a problem, I just needed a co-pilot so I asked my sister to come along. The ride there wasn't too bad, a little traffic -- nothing that I would scream over and the ride back was the same. Bf's neighbor was getting married so on the way back I kept thinking that I wanted to get there to see what was goin' on -- we got back around 11 or so (we left at quarter past 9) and we hung out until 1 in the morning. Bf was a little on the intoxicated side so I decided to drive his friend home. On the way there, the both of them were  just talking away in the backseat while I was getting aggravated waiting for them to give me directions to Q's house. When we got back home he just laid on the chair and crapped out.

Saturday morning we were supposed to go to the lake but that got cancelled because everyone needed to go to the mall and BF was still hungover. When we got back he was still sleeping. We had pizza for dinner and then I just decided to go home.

Sunday bf came over to my house and hung out for a bit and then he went off to the mall to buy a suit for the wedding, he called me back and said that he wanted to talkand we did. He told me that he wanted me to know that he loved me very much and that commitment is a huge thing for him but that it will happen. He just wants me to be patient. He loves me very much and that's all that matters. He doesn't want to be with anyone else, but me.

He also told me that the reason he kept me so distant from him last weekend was because he was thinking about everything that he had gone thru and how awkward he felt with his family visiting. He felt incomplete and it was hard for him to fathom. Now that I know that, I can mentally prepare myself to understand and take a step back when he's feeling this way. I've never been thru a divorce and god willing I hope I won't ever have to.

BF told me that he's since an amazing change in me, that he loves who I am and how I'm a much more happier person. "I want to be around that for the rest of my life." he says...