AgentKim's Journal

BF and I spoke and I guess overall he was just busy over the weekend that's why he didn't invite me over and furthermore the whole deal with the amusement park? He didn't want to go, he was "forced" and I believe him. Now that we talked about it I think more or less he felt bad because of the tangent I went on and that's the worst thing any woman can do to a man, nag. Don't be a nag.

He has no idea that I'm focused on losing weight and have been going to the gym regularly, the irony in that is that his mom knows. Yesterday when I picked her up from work she brought up an incident that occured when her brother came to visit several weeks ago. Her brother told her, "There's six of us and right now I can't stand if one of us goes. You're getting too big. Try and reduce your size." I looked at her and laughed thinking to myself is she trying to say something but I didn't heed any notice. Why should I? I am going to the gym and watching what I'm eating. Anyhow, she said that she's trying to lose weight but it's not working, her weight loss secret though is orange juice and apple cider vinegar. ew. What about less sugar, salt, and exercise?

Anyway, next weekend I'm going to NY with him and his family for the weekend. First time ever.

Feminine grace....feminine grace...feminine grace.