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AgentKim 
10:57am, July 14, 2009
It's difficult to get things done when you have let yourself down one too many times and when the people around you STOP believing you.
I went grocery shopping yesterday and was ecstatic about getting into the healthy groove again, but my mood was spoiled when everyone decided that they wanted to go out to dinner. We ended up going to an Italian restaurant. I se ttled for grilled lemon chicken and red skin potatoes which they indulged in rich pastas and the likes of sausage and other meats.
It was so hard. I can't believe how much of a hold food has on me.
Bf said that he wants to go away to Vegas for a weekend. I'm actually excited about it, but now I have to open up a bank account to save the money in, or hide it under the mattress or something so that we can book our trip. I wonder if I should let this Vegas trip be my incentive. Besides our last trip to Miami in May, this will be our second trip together as a couple after being to gether for over a year and I dont want to hav to cover myself and feel like the ofd man out in Vegas.
I want to say thank you to all of you who have stopped to give me advice and hugs especially Andrea and Kathy. You have been both very motivational and inspiring and I will continue to push for this because this is what I want... so very bd.
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OMG! Vegas!!! that will be awesome!!! This should be your motivation hunny!!! Everytime you look at the plate of pasta with loathing, think of your BF looking at your beautiful, healthy body with loathing. I'm proud of you for doing the chicken!!! Don't let your friends get you down!!! And i'm always here if you need me!
~~andrea
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Just get backinto that healthy groove and start again. You can do it. Just think of all the fun you are going to have in LVand that will help you . Take one day at a time and one meal at a time.
Kathy253