eternallybroken's Journal

She stood their, motionless, unable to move, the very thought of never being able to see her angel terrified her beyond belief, she first found out she had a guardian angel at the tender age of 9 when she first found herself in trouble, she had grown up on he streets of London scavenging for food, busking for any money she could get, although she was poor she did not think the world had been unkind to her because she always managed to survive, on a cold night of December the 16th she was taking her usual root down the alley ways of Windsor street, kicking cans along the way and whistling along to silent night she heard faintly in the distance from the passing local drunks. "Ye alreet their loveie" a strange man in a dusky grey suit smiled and knelt down to her level, she was only tiny at 5"3 she looked like a midget compared to the 6" something professional looking man who knelt beside her, he had such a sweet smile, he gently lifted off his hat and repeated his question "Loveie, are Ye all reet?" she wasn't used to being spoken to as people did not look at her twice knowing she was homeless, "Yes she replied, but who are you and why are you talking to me?" he looked at her like he could see right through her, with a bare expression and total lifelessness in his eyes he replied "You will know in time who I am, you will meet me in human form" Human form?? What did he mean? she was hesitant in weather to believe him or not, could he just be another drunk or was he serious? "so" she said "You have come to me, told me this which I do not believe, even though I am only young I do not think my age as I have grown up on the streets, why do you expect me to believe you?" his expression changed, he looked amused by what se said to him, he smiled, gently patted her on the head "my dear you will know who I am in time, you will learn to believe me even though I will be the last time you see me in this form, do not be afraid, I do not want to hurt you, just merely warn you of the path you will take in a few weeks time" a path she thought, hmmm, was he some kind of psychic? She asked "ok if you are this non human form you have got to know something about me that I have not told anyone before right?" "Yes" he replied "I know quite a few thing's that will shock and surprise you, things you have thought, thing's you have done when you should like any little girl be fast asleep tucked up in her bed" she stood open mouthed looking into his hazy white/blue eyes "Tell me something then" she replied, he rose to his feet "Take my hand and I will show you" she hesitated for a few seconds thinking all the what if’s that could ever be before finally taking his hand, she thought that if he did something to her that it would be far better than a fate of never being loved, always spending her nights walking down damp alleyways.