Done with the docs and the dope
September 8, 2009 8:40pm
Fuck this, not taking 5 meds, gonna taper down one by one till I'm just on Lamictal.
My family hates me, the docs are not helping, gonna …
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Juiceski 
11:04pm, September 21, 2009
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About Me
Juiceski
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About Me
My name is Juice, I have decided to hell with therapists and to hell with most psychiatry. Was up to 4 drugs at one point (5 prescribed) and still bipolar as hell. Gonna ween myself down to just Lamictal and look for alternative sources of help. This ten year experiment with psychiatrist, psychologists and drugs has been a huge waste of money.
My name is Juice, I have decided to hell with therapists and to hell with most psychiatry. Was up to 4 drugs at one point (5 prescribed) and still bipolar as hell. Gonna ween myself down to just Lamictal and look for alternative sources of help. This ten year experiment with psychiatrist, psychologists and drugs has been a huge waste of money.
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Figuring out how to cope with moods without worthless medication or therapists.
Figuring out how to cope with moods without worthless medication or therapists.
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Kiss my ass doctors.
September 8, 2009 6:04am
I am not sure if this is the proper way to handle things. But I and my family and my insurance company have been paying a tdoc and a pdoc …
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Close to offing myself, scared
September 4, 2009 6:36pm
I keep feeling worse, friend gonna be home with pot in a few hours. I don't think I can make it through this weekend. I am scared of …
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Complete Breakdown
September 4, 2009 7:02am
I don't know what I am doing wrong. I am seeing two good doctors, I am taking a mountain of pills, I WAS eating healthy, I was exercising, …
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Stable as Nitro Glycerine
September 1, 2009 6:20pm
Mood is good, going towards mania, did not sleep last night, probably not tonight either. I am on Lithium Carbonate and Lamictal.
These …
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Little Love
juicey this is the longest week ever.....hope all is well xx
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Little Love
juicey this is the longest week ever.....hope all is well xx
Chocolate
Sending you some love and a big hug for support today. I hope things are going well for you my friend xx
Hug
thinking about you. hope everything is great. hugs...
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Rainbow
Just to let you know you are thought of and missed sweety
love and hugs for you xx
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Goals
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Support Groups
Close Bipolar Disorder
This is incurable and mostly drug resistant. To hell with 4 medications.
Treatments
- Lamictal Working / Worked
- This is all I am gonna take for now till I find a better way than this worthless poison bullshit down to 200mg from 400, ruins my memory. Can't live with this long term if I am going to move forward in life.
Close Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder
Thought I was cured, the nightmares of child abuse are back, I am starting to have violent thoughts towards other people. I do not like this.
Treatments
- Cognitive Behavioral Therapy Not Working
- Waste of money, the only therapy is working on your own state of mind.
- Xanax Working / Worked
- Taking 10 a day, pdoc about to cut me off, time to go Dr. Shopping
Open DailyStrength Members Community
To get info on what is going on in the DS world
Open Alcoholism
Was born an alcoholic. When one drop touches my tongue I will not stop till vomiting or passed out. Have been sober mostly a year.
Treatments
- Cold Turkey Somewhat Helpful
- Tough to have friends and stay away from alcohol.
