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want2lovelife 
Right now, my life is so messed up. I am confused and miserable. I wish that I was perfect. I look at myself in the mirror and see this ugly person. I don't know how to feel loved. It seems that everything that I do or want to do, either I mess it up or is always being discouraged from it. I always felt like the black sheep in the family. maybe by putting my feelings in words will help me and let me see why my relationships go wrong.
it's going to take me awhile to write everything, but right now I'm not in the mood.
