Ok......I ran into an old friend (well ex boyfriend) that I dated when for a few years (we've been broken up for over 10 years now). I was glad that I was looking decent when he saw me and we began to talk just updated each other on what we've been doing for the last 10 years.
He told me that he had gotten married 5 years ago and he has 3 daughters (the youngest is only 2 weeks old). I was happy to hear that he was doing well but I realized when I got by myself I started to feel sad and alone.
I don't have feelings for this guy but just the thought of him moving on and having a family made me sad. I think I'm sad because it seems as though everyone around me has moved on and have families and lives and it just seems like......i'm stuck!!!!!!
My married friends always tell me that i'm the lucky one but how am I??? They have someone to come home to everyday. They have the emotional support they need when they are having a bad day or feeling blue. They have someone to share their dreams and goals with. Most of all they have someone to have a family and foundation with. So how am I the lucky one?





