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tampaelisa 
Well.....I thought my progress was getting better. I felt strong and confident. I felt I could defeat anything and anyone..yeah I felt all of that until last Friday. It seemed like reality set in and I realized that I have lost 8 years of my life dealing with an asshole. I found out (by mistake) that my ex is now in St Louis for the Allstar Game and ironically that is where his ex girlfriend lives. It made me angry and sad and I think that was the reasons for the tears all day Friday. I am now realizing that I was played and I also played myself.
I'm trying not to let it get me down..I have to keep moving forward and never look back. I've met some great people here and I'm glad that I found this place(the website). It's helping me keep my sanity. Just trying to remain positive....that's all.
