tampaelisa's Journal

Well...this weekend I totally felt mentally exhausted. I felt like I needed a break from everything and that my brain couldn't take anything else. Today started out a lil rocky. I went to work and I didn't feel like talking to anyone but then as the day went on I decided that I shouldn't act this way towards my co-workers ( I am usually the happy cheerful one at work). So I began to cheer up a bit but deep inside I still feel such loneliness. I need a vacation... I wish I had the money right now to fly somewhere and just stay in a hotel for a few days. I have a neice in college and I think this weekend I might just drive up and stay a couple of days with her. Seeing here always makes me feel better. (She's like a daughter to me)

Today just felt ok..but I know that it WILL get better with time.