Journal

This Thursday I have a dr. appt. and will be getting my test results on whether I have breast cancer or not.These past 2 months have been very difficult for me.First the issue with my husband and now this.I am not one to discuss only what my problems are.I feel like that everyone has their problems to deal with instead I usually just do things I shouldnt do to hide how I really feel instead of dealing with it.But this one I am going to have to deal with it and be honest about it,I am really afraid to.It is really hard to explain it! I always try to be there for everyone else on trying to help them with their problems. But does it makes sense that I cant or dont know how to deal with my own issue myself?All I want is that anybody interested in reading this,I could use some advice and definitely some prayers. Thank you for taking the time to read this and again for advice and prayers will be appreciated.(I just want go in a corner and cry and never come out!)