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claire36 
7:11pm, November 12, 2009
fine
f - f****d up
i - insecure
n - neauratic
e - emointional
thats what fine stands for
sounds bout right to me
can feel meself sinking into a dark pit of blackness
its overwhelming
try so hard to keep yourself posotive
keep up the good work
about the only thing im doing right atm is not drinking
ok ill give meself credit for that one
you see the thing is i find it hard to talk bout how im feeling
not sure why
actually i tell a lie
i dont want to open meself up to anyone
cus that way i wont get hurt
its that simple
but i know that by doing that im self destructing
cus your head can only take so much before it implodes
im gonna shut up now
saying too much
makes me feel too vunerable
and i dont like it
xxx
Comments
It took courage to write that. It's refreshing to read something like that, that someone had the audacity to tear away the curtain and drop the image for a while.
SlovakDJH
i took a chance and decided to write a bit about how i actually felt instead of forever hiding behind the im fine comment
so i also decided to post exactly what fine means.
so its a question to all when u say you r fine do u mean it or is it as i state.
xxx
claire36
claire, everything you write should be in a book. you are an amazing writer.
sorry you aren't feeling so great though. you are doing good expressing everything though.
weatsiebat
i love reading and i love writing too
i have ofton thought about writing a book on my own life experience and how i overcame them. and am still overcoming them
got a lot too say and nowhere to put it on paper.
hhhmmm mebbee i should see about draftig something out on ma computer.
we shall see
claire36